Thinking back over my life and my achievements, my mind kept stopping at this time in my life, as everything now is categorised as 'before' and 'after' this episode when my DS Joshua was sick..getting through that living hell was a huge achievement for me, I had to go through so many changes as a person to deal with it all and I came out a better person on the other side.
I love how your "hell" period is very stark wheilst your "heaven" period is full of colour and life! Congrats to all of you for coming out the other side!